animelover8D

2 am:emmas up,bottle,diaper change,bed 4 am:emmas up again,give bottle,change her diaper,go out side smoke,go back to bed 6 am:give emma another bottle ,change hwer diaper.and crawl back into bed to sleep xD 8 am: crawl out of bed, text my lufff <3 ,use the restroom,give emma a bottle,get her up change her,put her in the stroller,roll the stroller outside to smoke,call the boyfriend

havnt been on here in ages lol.truth is i was just watching joeyblondewolf2 and wanted to add to deviant art ^_^ lol.anyways alot has changed lets  im 18 now,im a mommy  ^_^ of a beautiful 8 month old little girl named emma ,still havnt got the chance to get the hell out of florida pry never will lol.i moved in with my bestfriend which is also emmas godmommy

stuck here for a reason, starting to feel insane, i try to find a answer, pain just wracks my brain, thinking of the future, trying to forget the past, it seems like every breath i take, might just be my last, escaping from my dark dungeons, burdens no big deal, i always wonder if ill have to steal for our next meal, keeping us together, trying to make us last, but every decision we made just went so damn fast, want him to see me, to notice that im truly there, but all i get is lies, whispers, he wont even stop and stare, i feel doomed in life u see, ill never fufill my destiny, ill be stuck here doing nothing, while